When was tammy trent born




















I was sitting in that office and I was all alone, nobody was a believer around me. I just began to lift up my hands and I began to praise God and I began to sing songs — anything I could think of — and I was just crying out to God. My whole life I had been on the platform telling other people what to do in these times, and now it was up to me.

What did I really believe? I knew that all I had was Jesus. I cried out to God and I started praying in the Spirit. I sat by the Ocean today and listened to the waves gently crash the shore. I felt the peaceful breeze and the warmth of the sunshine as my toes sifted through the sand. I grabbed my sunglasses and decided to walk down the beach.

And these words washed over me…again and again! Let me walk upon the waters, wherever You would call me. I feel peace and love all around me…especially in these moments, near the ocean, standing on the edge of the water!

And I'm just crying out to God and holding out for a miracle and holding out for hope, but I felt absolutely lost. I think it was at that moment too that I called my family just saying, 'Pray for me.

Pray for us, we need a miracle. The next morning a doctor came into her room and called her through to the room next door so she could look at the television.

She explains, "I walked in there the morning of September 11th, and I will never forget staring at the television as the second plane ploughed into the Twin Towers in New York city. At that moment I was in even more shock because I just thought, what does this mean? My world is falling apart and my personal world is falling apart. America is falling apart. Nothing made sense to me at all and I think I just wondered, what now.? What now God? But Tammy found that her faith in God made a difference immediately she was in that desperate situation.

I would just walk with Jesus every day. I think it was two days after the loss of Trent when I was in a hotel room, by myself, and I was crying in the bathroom. I just said, 'God, I need to know that you're real! Are you there? Can you hear me? Can you see me? Do you feel the pain that I feel? I miss my best friend. In America all flights were grounded so I was by myself and I longed especially for my mom. So I said, 'God if you can hear me, if Heaven is real, if this is all real, could you just send me somebody to hold me?

I'm not asking for thousands of angels or even hundreds of angels; just one angel that would just hold me. Her voice goes quiet as she feels again the emotion of the moment. She continues, "I remember at that moment I knew I was supposed to somehow get up and move out of that bathroom. So I got up and I began to move through my room and I could hear somebody in the adjoining room. I made my way over there and the door was open so I looked in and I saw this beautiful Jamaican woman standing there in a Hilton housekeeping outfit.

I looked at her and said, 'Ma'am could you come in and make my bed? I could hear you crying and I've been trying to get to you. Could I just come in and hold you? Everything that I'd ever longed to experience before in my walk with God happened right there.

I had asked, 'God could you just show up here right at this moment? So I knew at that moment that somehow I would get through this. I knew that God was very, very real. And that I wouldn't just survive it but somehow I would overcome it. I knew that truly that was the beginning of healing in my life. And I think there's been seasons of that for the last five years where God has constantly reminded me that he's very real.

I will always feel hurt and pain from this loss in my life. I mean, I would be lying if I said that God isn't healing the very broken pieces of my life but I will always wonder what could have been and what if.? She shrugs and admits, "Five years later I still have no interest in dating or being in a relationship but that's because I'm a woman that knew love deeply and I don't feel a void in my life in that area. Like every Christian faced with tragic circumstances, Tammy had the choice to give up or rebuild her life and she chose the latter.

The healing process is a long one and she still feels like she's in that process even five years on. She says honestly, "I think it's still really a choice for me every day, to wake up and to choose life and to choose hope and to choose peace even in the moments when I don't feel those things. But I think that's just part of our faith. Again it's like believing in the unseen and the unknown. If we could see all that stuff then we wouldn't need faith.

So I think that's just part of my journey, but I still feel like I'm truly healing. I think there's a lot of healing that has taken place in my life but I think through the music and the couple of books that I've written, a great deal of restoration has come from that.

To be able to process all of this on paper and to go back and read it. And to really not just look at the pain but to also see the goodness of God and the goodness of the healing that has taken place in my life. I think that it's made me who I am today and that's a stronger woman, a woman that is even more interested in the things of God because I've seen the very hand of God begin to put my life back together again.

Tammy has proven her faith in God in the most difficult of circumstances and it seems as though the girl who thought she didn't have a testimony now has the opportunity to minister to thousands because of the way her faith has become stronger despite the way her life had crumbled. She looks like she's got the perfect life and the perfect marriage and everything's going great for her and her career. How could she know pain? I don't know her God.

She DOES understand. She DOES know. And if she is clinging to God in the midst of all of this then why can't I? If she's trusting God then why can't I? If her God is putting her life together again why can't he put my life back together again?

I see them really listening and I see them really longing for peace in their life again like the peace that I've found. Tammy continues, "So it's truly opened up brand new doors for me.

I've taken platforms now and gone into arenas, with 20, women in an arena, where I've spoken and sung. Of course they haven't all come to see just me! It's an entire conference and there's a lot of us speakers there on a weekend and different recording artists and stuff. But I've had the privilege of getting up on a platform like that in front of that many women in one weekend to share a story of life and hope.

And I see how God is using that and I see how he's giving me a new platform. So I think even through all the questions that I still have, the one answer that I have is knowing that there's purpose in my life and that God has not left me alone. As a music artist, I have to confess that Tammy's music has always struck me as being a little too fluffy for my taste but even before we chatted and I really began to understand what she had been through, there was something radically different about the 'I See Beautiful' album.

There is a depth of songwriting that touches the listener. One very special moment is the song "Stop The World". Tammy didn't write the song but she could easily have done since the lyrics are so poignant. A friend of mine, Peter Orta, wrote this song. I asked him to sing it at the funeral. God gave him the song and he called me the next day and he said, 'Tammy, this is the song I want to sing for you and for Trent. After spending so long out of the public eye after the death of her husband, was it difficult for Tammy to return to the studio to make a new album?

She pauses and confides, "You know it was very hard. It definitely was hard. I think I was kicking and screaming the whole way as I would head to the studio every day just thinking, I can't do this! I can't do this! I can't do this alone! I feel like I'm on my own. I definitely felt like that but I'm sure all of us feel like that with things we're trying to accomplish and trying to step out in faith.

We think we can do something and then we back off because we're afraid. I definitely felt like I was kicking and screaming every day but each day that I finished a song I would go back and listen to it in the car, maybe on the way back to the hotel and I would just smile and think, okay I did it!

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